A New Journey Continues

Its been a couple of months since I last was here. I have posted several times since I made a blog post. But they have been entirely in terms of design. I wanted to make a post about wanting to keep doing art. Because I still like doing art but I think that maybe I never said why. I feel free when I do art. I feel like myself. Like I am making myself heard but in a way that feels real to me. When I make a video I feel like I’ve done so much work and made myself feel better. When I make pixel art I feel like I’m going back in time. When I create digital art I feel like I made real progress in my career. In my thinking.

I really want to make that obvious. I love doing art for so many reasons. But the reason I keep doing it is because I always get better. Not really even in my ability but in my thinking about it. I feel better about every pixel. I feel good about all the ink splatters and paint on my hands. Because I didn’t make a thing I tried making over and over again. I gave up and then I spent time away from it and then came back. I came back and that feels amazing. But I came back even better than I was before. I did all of the things and I came back a different person.